The Night I Almost lost my virginity

The Night I Almost lost my virginityThis is a true story, one that I often think about and wish I wasn't such a nice guy! DXSo a brief bit of background: During my 2nd year of university I met a girl (Leanne) at a party, I'm not a drinker and I'm not really a party goer kinda guy, but I went to this one after another friend said itd be fun. Anyway I actually became quite good friends with this girl, not in a romantic way but in a genuine I like hanging out with this person kinda way. She quickly became one of my closest and trusted friends who I was always happy to help!She then later started dating my oldest friend a few months later. They weren't very compatible and I think it was a physical attraction as opposed to a more meaningful one. Throughout their time together she'd often come to me for advice on how to deal with him when he annoyed or upset her. He was incredibly clingy and quite suffocating from what I saw and from what she told me.Anyway fast forward to my final year of uni, I'm getting ready to move back home with my family and Leanne still had a year to go, so she wanted to spend a whole 24 hours with me before I went. So I said sure why not! But I was spending the week at her boyfriends place as my tenancy had ended and I was waiting for my brother mecidiyeköy escort to come up with the car to move my stuff back. So because of that Leanne, spent that week with us and his housemates and I think it nearly drove her nuts, the amount of passive aggressive talk between those two and just the tension in the air was incredibly uncomfortable to be around. I felt bad because I knew she was only there because of me, but also flattered.Anyway three days of that and it was finally our private hang out time, which did not sit well with the friend I was staying with as, like I said at the start, he's pretty clingy and quite insecure. Anyway when we got to her place we got time just to hang out, watch a comedy film, play on the xbox 360 and PS2 and even did some cooking together (which I always love to do!). It was a really good evening and you could just see all the negativity from Leanne just drain away from her, she was so relaxed and happy again. It gets to night time and we head off to bed.We've shared a bed before and its always been purely platonic, doing anything sexually has never crossed my mind once with her. So we say good night to each other and I turn over and go to sleep.I have no idea how much time had passed but I start to wake up-its şişli escort still dark and something is rubbing up against me.Leanne was on top of me and dry humping me! Remember I'm half asleep and quite the virgin at this point! My cock gets the hardest its ever been, I don't think its ever been that hard or big since that night (which is kinda sad now that I think about it :/) Sorta like it was saying "Finally, thank god I can actually penetrate someone! here I go!!!!"She's rubbing up on my leg, quite vigorously, my cock is getting uncomfortable and I'm reaching my limit. My hands start going underneath her night dress.I remember her skin being so soft and just gently and slowly dr****g my fingers over her back was so intense to me. My hands move down to her butt cheeks and cup them gently.My index finger wanders down in between them and I can actually feel the heat from her vagina. All this time my eyes are closed and every now and again I hear very soft, quiet moans.Its at the point I feel that she has moved her underwear to one side and has moved off from my leg and onto my hard cock and once again started rubbing up against it. That was it, my pj shorts were coming down, I open my eyes, her head is turned and resting on my shoulder. I don't know how şişli escort bayan much time has passed but it felt like an eternity to me. It was pretty good lol.I'm about to cum at this point.Thats when I realise the situation. This girl, who is one of my closest friends, is still currently dating my oldest friend and is about to fuck me and take my virginity. I had to stop this. This was wrong and I was going to have to be the one to stop this. For the sake of our friendship and their relationship. But after coming this far how do you stop this sorta thing? I literally rolled over, flipping her on her back, then rolling back to my side and keeping my back to her for the rest of the night. With the most uncomfortable hard on ever!!!She then proceeded to finger herself, for AGES!!!! I really really wanted to wank alongside her, but didn't want to cum all over her bedsheets as I figured it would have been pretty disrespectful. We've never ever spoken about that night and about 3 months later Leanne split up with my friend. I've never really had any other experiences like this with her, except for the occasional jokey boob poke and she is in a really good relationship now and I can honestly say that I've not seen her this happy with anyone else and I'm happy for her.I will admit that when I get horny and want to wank I think of this story and imagine what would of happened if we'd actually fucked that night.I think I did the right thing and have no regrets, but boy do I regret not taking that all the way lol