Eating my own cum - my frozen cum experience

Eating my own cum - my frozen cum experienceIt is some time now that i like eating my cum. During this time I found that self cum eating is so popular among many guys out there, unfortunately it is tragic that almost all of us lose the desire of eating the cum right after we get an orgasm (not to say disgust), fortunately - there are many good forum and chat room in which people share ideas and advises how to overcome that barrier. Some time ago I created a post in which i shared my technique and tips for eating cum (available in this link https://www.reddit.com/r/ShemaleSwal...ique_and_tips/), while I got good feedback from some, there were still others that find it hard to edge in order to eat fresh cum.While edging is great and is the only way that ever work for me to eat my fresh cum - it is very demanding and problematic technique, many times during edging I could not resist and come, sometime I manage to edge and get cum out, yet the edging made me feel over stimulated and in rush to reach orgasm which ruin the fun of enjoying eating my load.Because of that, I was keep looking for alternative which allow me to savor on my cum. An old approach I tried long time ago was freezing my load and then before consuming it - heating it to reach the original temperature of cum before drinking it (i even use thermometer to get the cum to 37 degrees to make it as real as possible) unfortunately - the cum texture was not preserved and taste was different (not as thick as when I came but rather very thin).However - freezing cum has one major advantages which allow me to consume it while i am horny, because of that I thought to give it a second chance yet - with a little twist - taking the entire frozen load on my mouth while it is still frozen. Before doing this for the first time I thought to do a 'dry run' with an ice cube to get used to the feeling of having something frozen in my mouth- so I let an ice cube melt in my mouth while I was watching a horny video imagining this is my load, it got me horny and I though what the hell - let's give it try.For my first time I want to try this with a big nice load so I haven't cum for couple or days, finally I release a nice load in a cute heart shape silicon ice cube tray and put it on the freezer.The next day, I enjoy myself with nice porn video, when I was in the mood for eating a load of cum I went excited to the freezer, took out the ice cube tray and gently pushed my heart shape load out, since tray was made of silicon, it was very easy to eject. When it was out - i took a curious look - it was a beautiful big size load, look very thick and it had good smell of cum.Very quickly - before it start to melt - I put it in my mouth. I was so excited and with anticipation for how it going to feel and taste. At the very first seconds it felt like frozen milk, then it start melting slowly - the texture was creamy, the smell was good and the taste was great, I was so excited from the thought that I got full thick load of cum in my mouth while I am so horny and hungry for it. I kept savoring on it when more and more cum continue to melt in my mouth, it felt like thin layers of thick cum keep melting in my mouth till finally my mouth was full with liquid cum. The cum was warmer now and I kept savoring on its taste and smell . During this entire time I was watching a good old video I liked of Wifey from Wifeyworld in which her husband release an enormous thick load of cum in a Champagne glass and she drink it. I was so hard looking in her eyes when we both have huge load of cum in our mouth , knowing how she feel when having it in her mouth.I took a big gulp and swallow the load in the same time she did, it felt so hot, she was smiling to camera saying to her husband that it was a huge load, I was smiling and saying the same to myself.During this entire time and after I swallowed I was so hard. Since I know myself that I might be disgusted from the taste of cum after I come, I took the time till the cum taste and texture completely disappeared in my mouth, only then came to orgasm. As always - I was not in the mood after the orgasm, yet since the cum taste was already gone - I did not feel disgust and it all went well.I was so excited from my new experience. In the following weeks I kept enjoying myself. During a chat I had with someone on Reddit, I shared my experience and he recommended to check out a CEI video which he though I might find interesting. For those that don't know what is CEI - these are videos in which a girl instructing you to eat your own cum (acronym of Cum Eating Instructions). In the last years - this type of video have become very popular. (Which indicate how many guys into it). In the past, I tried many of this videos with the hope that maybe some hot chick could talk me through and make me eat my cum but unfortunately every time the moment she told me to cum - once I did -I immediately lost the desire to swallow my load.Despite the fact that previous CEI did not work for me, I open the link for the video I received. The video start with the hot babe introducing herself as Jenny and she will be my cum eating instructor. she instructed me to freeze three(!) loads of my cum, then she ask me to stop the video playback and resume it when I have the loads ready. I pause the video. I was so horny and hard. She had a kinky smile like she know that guys like me will watch this and will actually do this. I wanted to do this. I decided that I am going to enjoy this special event with three big thick loads of cum. To produce such big loads - I haven't cum for three days before each load , the fact that I was so horny and some of the time hard contribute to the thickness and the volume of the loads.A word about cum freezing procedure for those that think of giving this a try. bingöl escort It worth mentioning that every time after I ejaculate my cum in the ice cube tray I got the same annoying feeling of guilt, that I was doing something wrong and what the hell was I thinking, the enthusiasm is replaced with a thought to call this off and throw the cum away. I was never able to ignore this feeling when I wanted to eat fresh cum after getting to orgasm. However - because I am 'only freezing' it and not eating it right away it make it easier to mentally 'fight' this feeling. In such cases, I am trying not to think about what I plan to do with it , I simply put it on the freezer, close the door and and try to think of something else. In less than an hour that concern will be replaced with a pleasant horny thought that I have frozen cum waiting for me in the freezer.After nine days of hard work I got three beautiful , thick, big size loads of cum waiting for me in the fridge. For years I liked to watch movies of girl blowing three guys, each ejaculating his big load in her wide open mouth, I always liked fantasizing to be that girl that get to swallow their cum - one after one after one. I was so thrilled that tomorrow I am about to eat three loads of cum while being instructed and encouraged by a hot sexy babe!The night before, I was super horny but also had some fears. I never swallowed so much cum before. I had three loads ready and thanks to my hard work each was large and thick. I recalled that before the first time I swallow my cum I had similar fear, I encourage myself by thinking to myself that many women experienced that at least once in their life by letting their boyfriend come in their mouth, they managed - so can i! However - this time it was different, it was not single load but three, i don't think that any women that I have ever met in my life have ever or will ever swallow three loads of cum.To calm myself, I thought that I will simply start with the first load and see how it goes. This is not a contest. If I will be in the mood to continue to the second I will, if not, I won't. I also encourage myself with the though that It also took me some time till I managed to eat my first load, so if not this time then the next one.The next day - when I woke up the first thought that came to my mind was that today is the day. The entire day - all I could though about was that. I remember that on the my way back from work, in the train - I saw good a looking woman, I enjoy myself with the thought that she is interested and I am saying to myself - no chance baby - I am already late for my date with cum eating instructor and i don't plan to share. I was too hot, I felt I need to calm myself not to have a boner in public till I will get home.Finally I arrived home and start preparing for the special occasion I have been waiting for ten days. I took out my frozen loads from the ice cube tray and put them in a glass plate. I look on the three stunning heart shape load of with a beautiful color of thick cum. It felt like my private Valentine. I took big smell, it had a great smell of cum. I put the plate in the freezer and went my computer.I was very excited but I also felt very nervous. I thought that I could use a drink, I pour myself a big glass of wine, after couple of minutes I start feeling that alcohol does the work. I took off my clothes and sat naked on the chair in-front of my computer. To warm up I begun with some classic movies I like: I start with Wifey drink a thick load of her husband's cum from a martini glass, continue with Delia Delions (hot shemale babe) frosting cupcakes with her fresh cum and savor on it. (Shemales eating her own cum always make me extra horny). After Delia I was horny to see girl getting multiple facials, I started with the Skye from amateur-facials.com get a monster gooey facial from the three guys and for the last appetizer I watched a hot babe having a cum party in her mouth after three guys ejaculated thick cum into it.I felt ready for my own party. I had a huge boner which i stroke very gently. I open the link for the video of my cum eating instructor. And there she was with her beautiful kinky smile. I start playing the video from the beginning, I wanted to hear Jenny saying again what are the required ingredients. I smile and tell Jenny I have everything ready for our feast. I was so excited, here we go.Jenny smile and say: "You must be so excited, you have been spending so much time preparing for this video". I was so hard hearing her acknowledging my hard work preparing for our date. She was from the type of the encouraging cum eating instructor which I like to watch (in the opposite of humiliating type). She continue and said : "I hope you are hungry... You should be hungry... that is a lot of protein!" , she got that right, my insistence on not cumming for three days before each load really prove itself and reflected with big thick cumshots.She continue: "I want you to Imagine that you naked on your knees. Three beautiful women are standing in-front of you, first one is African American named Ebony, second is blond babe named Blondie and the third is red head cutie named Ginger. They are topples, wearing black skirt that reach to their their knees. They start approaching you till they stands right above you, your face is at height of their waist. They lift their skirt and put it over your head in a way that create small tent on your head. You discover they are not wearing panties, instead of pussies they have beautiful soft cocks. Their beautiful 'pussies' are shaved and left with sexy strip which its hair color reveal which one is which".During this time my eyes was closed while I imagine the picture my instructor describe. Her voice was sexy and I felt so hard. I open my eyes to look at my bingöl escort bayan dick, it was swinging in excitement. I look on the screen and I saw my instructor rubbing her clit. She continue: "I want you to gently grab with your hands the soft dicks of the Ebony and Ginger and gently start to stroke it. Their beautiful dicks start growing in your hands, they are now fully erected, you feel its warmth in your hand. You hear them moaning with pleasure. While you stroking their dicks, you suddenly start to feel a pleasure feeling in your hard cock, you look down and you see the Blondie gently stroking your dick with her feet. Blondie ask you in sexy voice ' what about me?'. While you keep masturbating the two other ladies, you lean forward with your head and put Blondie's cock in your mouth. Her dick is soft, you blow her dick with great pleasure, she start to get hard in your mouth till she is fully erected".Sucking a shemale cock is something I fantasize for years. Imagining sucking a blond shemale make me remember in one of my most favorite scene named "Shemale Blowjob Service" in which a young fan please Gia Darling (a beautiful blonde shemale) with an amazing long blowjob, scene is so authentic, and Gia get an orgasm in his mouth.Jenny: "You continue to blow Blondie with passion, she gently grab your head with her hands and move it back and forward with her tempo, each time you manage to get more of dick inside of you till you finally got her entire cock in your mouth, at this instance she keep your head in place where your lips reach the base of her dick, her entire dick completely disappeared in your mouth".I am so horny from imagining this moment, I am in the middle of the scene with three beautiful shemales, I give handjobs to the black and the redhead while the blond is fucking my mouth and stroking my dick with her bare foot. All three are moaning loudly with pleasure.Jenny resume:"Blondie is getting close baby, her moaning is now in shorter interval and louder, She ask you to fuck her with your finger while blowing her dick. You stop masturbating Ebony and Ginger, they lie down on bed and start stroke each other boners. Blondie stop stroking your dick with her feet, she take off her skirt and said: 'I want to look into your eyes when I am coming', she spread her legs and wait with anticipation. You lube your middle finger with K-Y jelly and gently start rubbing Blondie's hole. You very gently start penetrating her ass, her hole is so tight! Being penetrated make her release a big moan. You slowly remove the finger and slowly insert it again, it now insert easily and deeply, you repeat this for couple of time till you get to fuck her with you finger. She is now moaning loudly with pleasure from being both fucked and blown on the same time".My instructor continue :"Baby, Are you ready with our frozen load?, I think Blondie is ready". I pause the video and went naked to go to the freezer to bring a load of cum. I was so horny and hard that I felt like I am able to cum even without touching my dick. I went slowly not to swing my boner to not to accidentally come. I took one load of cum on a plate and went back carefully. I put the plate on the table and resume the video. My instructor resume :"Blondie start to tremble while you are fucking her hard with your finger and sucking her with passion! She look down to your face and mumble 'I am coming, I am coming...'. Now baby, take the frozen load and put it on your mouth, suck that load of cum imagining that it is Blondie's dick and the dissolved cum is her cum ejaculated into your mouth" .I did exactly as told, I suck my frozen load of cum imagining a beautiful shemale is coming in my mouth, it was so hot, I was so hard while feeding on my cum. Jenny: "Imagine that Blondie is keep coming in your mouth while your load is dissolved, she is having an orgasm in your mouth, while you keep fingering her ass". I keep on sucking my cumsicle, on each suck - the dissolved cum that was in my mouth went down my throat and swallowed. "Did she taste good?" Jenny wink and smile. I smile to myself and swallowed the remaining cum that was in my mouth.That was amazing. I loved it! I was so horny and hard with taste of cum in my mouth after eating a big load of mine knowing that Ebony and Ginger are waiting for me! I was so thrilled to discover what was about to come next... ."Blondie lie on bed, she look tired but satisfied ,her dick is soft now, Ebony and Ginger on the other hand are rocket hard. This entire time they were masturbating each other while watching you swallowing Blondie. Ebony tease you and said 'Are you ready for more or you had enough?' ".All this time I was so hard that I didn't touch myself from the fear that I will immediately come. Jenny resume: "I think you are..., Ebony stand up and slowly in sexy moves start approaching you, she is now standing above you, you are on your knees still having Blondie taste in your mouth. Ebony land her dick on your lips, you now see her dick is huge, you think her dick is too big for your mouth. Ebony say:'Don't worry baby it is not going there", you wonder what she mean by that. Ebony start stroking her dick, she gently flap her hose over your face with a flapping sound, she is hard, you notice a drop of pre-cum is hanging on her penis hole, 'I am going to paint your face with this hose".Jenny give a big smile :"Baby, I think now would be a good time to bring our second load". The thought I am going to get myself a facial was surprising and kinky, all this time I thought that all three are going to come in my mouth but seem like Jenny have different plans. I pause the video and went thrilled to the fridge. I still had the texture and taste of cum in my mouth from the first shot, I took my second frozen load in a plate and returned escort bingöl excited to my seat, I was looking forward for what coming next.I resume the video playback, Jenny continue, "Ebony continue to rub her dick on your face, you hear Ginger saying: 'Save a spot for me.". Ebony was ready and said 'I coming baby...".Jenny continue to instruct me:"Baby, I want you to do exactly as i tell you, I want you to take our second load of frozen cum and place it on your forehead, lean back your head a little bit so the dissolved cum won't dropped on the floor, we don't want to lose any drop of our precious cum. Spread the dissolved cum on every spot that ebony is about to come on your face, OK? lets start...".Jenny: "Ebony take her huge dick and use it like garden hose to ejaculate her cum on your face. Beautiful white cum start to emerge from her dick, the contrast between her lovely black dick and her white sperm is beautiful, her cum almost doesn't have pre-cum which make it even whiter, it is very thick. Her first rope of cum land on your forehead, it looks like a generous amount of quality face cream placed on your skin. Ebony continue to moan and keep masturbating, she move her cum hose to your middle of your face and release two huge ropes of cum between your eyes and on your nose, these big ropes are too big to stay your nose and slowly start to slide on both sides of your nose and under your eyes. Her fourth and fifth shot land on your lips and chin, Ebony continue to moan and ejaculate two more nasty strings of cum on your left and right cheeks.During the entire time that Jenny describe for me how Ebony is painting my face, I am following her exact instructions, I placed my frozen load on my forehead, in seconds it start to dissolved, I spread the dissolved cum on forehead, between my eyes, on my nose, below my eyes, my lips, chin and two cheeks. I manage to spread thin layer of cum over my entire face, my face was completely cover like women that just got a face cream mask in beauty Salon. It was so kinky, I still had taste of cum from my first load and my face felt like it just got a monster facial from Peter North. I couldn't resist and I licked a bit of cum that was on my lips.Jenny continue: "Your face is covered with Ebony white cum . Ebony release last moan and say:" That felt so good". Ginger and Blondie get up from bed to take a closer look on the peace of art that Ebony just left on your face. They both seem to be impressed from Ebony job. Ginger's dick got hard from watching Ebony's frosting on your face. You notice her balls are huge, you wonder to yourself when was the last time she came. Ginger smile at you and said 'I hope you have place for dessert'".After eating my first load and get a facial with the second, I was excited for what come next. Jenny:" Ginger is horny for too long now, she start feeling aches in her balls, she needed to get loss. Ginger put one of her big shaved balls in your mouth, you start to suck it and think about the hot cum it has inside. Sucking on Ginger's ball seem to make her relief, you lube your middle finger and start gently massaging her hole, her dick start humping, she slowly rise herself to get her second ball in your mouth, you start on sucking her second ball and gently start penetrating her ass with your middle finger, that make her release a big moan, a drop of cum emerge from her dick while you fingering her ass, Ginger begin to moan in ecstasy, you look up and see in her eyes she is about to explode, she look back at you and say 'Open your mouth baby and put your tongue out'".Jenny smile and say :"Baby, I think we need our third load". I pause the video again, went to the fridge. I walk slowly not to drop cum from my drench face. I took my third frozen load in a plate and return to my place.I resume the video playback, Jenny continue: "Ginger start rubbing her penis head on your tongue and moan loudly: 'I coming baby...' ".Then Jenny instruct me: "Baby, as before, I want you to do exactly as I tell you, I want you to take our third load of frozen cum and place it on your tongue, rub it against it to simulate Ginger's dick rubbing on your tongue. With your tongue create a spoon shape to keep all the dissolved cum on it. Keep it in your mouth and swallow only when Ginger tell you to, OK? lets start.Jenny: "Ginger is stroking her dick while rubbing her penis head on your tongue, you are waiting like a good boy till a thick rope of cum start to emerge on the tip of your tongue, it is warm with a thick texture, before you realize, a second and third string of cum is shot in your mouth, the front of your tongue got completely white from a gooey cum. Ginger continue to stroke her dick and release three more ropes, cum start to leak to the back of your tongue till your entire tongue is cover. The fresh smell of cum fill your nose. Blondie and Ebony join Ginger, all three are standing above you looking at your loaded mouth and face. Ginger say:'You look so hot baby, feed on my cum, drink every last little swimmer for me' ".During the entire time that Jenny describe how Ginger loading my tongue with her cum, I am following her exact instructions, I placed my frozen load on my tongue and gently rub it against my tongue, slowly it start to dissolved in my spoon shaped tongue. I repeat doing that till the entire cum fill my tongue and mouth while my face is drench from a previous load. I was so hot, I looked at my dick, it was so hard like it about to explode. I kept savoring on the cum for few more seconds and I took a big gulp.The video continue with further instruction on cumming and eating fresh load, yet as I note at the beginning, this is not something I plan to do. I pause the video with the picture of Jenny smiling, I said to her :"Baby, my stop is here". I look for a while on this cute chick which just got me into eating two loads of cum and getting myself a facial. It was hot.As I have done on previous times, I cool myself before getting to orgasm. I close the computer and went to take a shower, there I washed the cum from my face and the taste of cum from my mouth, only then I masturbated myself to orgasm.