Love to feel hans around me.

Love to feel hans around me.Hi again. I'm writing new chapter of my diaries. By that time when I finished last chapter I was more fancy about the girly stuff with my breast and my body I loved to get attention and fun and excitement. But that they when I felt the pain of that big monsters cock with my whole body. I no longer interest to being girl. I was scared and trifide ,,,,, what will happen if next time he wants to inter intier of that in me. My mother always had her eyes on me and I always careful. But after that day when I go home I was walking widely because of that pain. I went to get shower when I get out and went to my room I saw my mom standing there and holding my clothes and bra she start to look around to find more things. When she asked me to get naked I thought she fond out everything I didn't know what to do but she repeat and I got naked when she saw me with my breast and small dick first she cried a lot then asked me to tell her everything! I was scared but wanted rus escort kızlar to talk to her and I did , except my dads part.Day after she took me to see a Dr and after long hours and few months they prescribe a hormone therapy. I started to take tablets for making avoiding my breast get bigger and my dick start to get bigger. I had hard time that time I didn't what to do.My mother wanted me to be a normal boy my father had other things in his head. I was taking those pills regularly but I had my fathers in my bed too . My dick got bigger and I had my bull in good size. But my breast didn't get smaller. In fact I noticed it get bigger and my nipples get harder. We get to the point my mom convinced to its good for me to I wear bra . She brought her friends to measure my breast and make few bra and she changed the school. I Time passed and end of spring and in hot season I couldn't go to swim poll I couldn't wear t shirt or do normal things as my rus escort bayan mothers want. After two months my mother decided because of worm weather and also because she didn't want me to get naked front of other men's , I wear my sister clothes and also to go poll with them. It was so fun . Not just I could get in poll with women's even I could see my moms and sister naked and after wile it became normal I talked about everything to my sister and they start seeing me as a girl . I remember for first few months my father tried to stop sleeping with me and touch me. But when mom decides to I dress as a girl he got excited and he was using of any chance to have sex with me . One day we go to our garden in countryside for weekend my father wanted me to help him wash his car. My mother and sister seat on a bench in garden and car was about 10 or 15 feet away from theme . First my father wet me I was wearing a big size very thin T-shirt and no bra rus bayan escort no underwear. He told me to stay behind the car to my mom and sister couldn't see every thing. He wet me and my pants and tshirt stick to me then he covered me with shampoos foam he start to rubbing my breast and ass and stick to me .same time he was singing to the others don't think anything goes on back there. Then he told me to seat and without delay put his hard as a rock dick on my mouth. I sucked it for him then he little bit take my pants down and stick his monster to my ass. First touch of that cock I get very excited I tight my leg and start to moving my hips for him. He came on my ass then I suck more ,to his dick get clean. After that in any opportunity, I was making my dads horny by wearing stretch pants or Neilon under my normal pants and when no one watching take it off to he see that stretch pantis stuck between my butt. Or bend some how to he see my tits . The fact of he or anyone get excited and horny by watching and thinking of me , is most thing I love. Sometimes without thinking of what will happen I wouldn't wear bra and I would wearing shirt to every one could see my nipples and breast. Some times I would go in bus to see if anyone interest to touch me.Plz excuse me if English is not strong.