Gambling Joint, Karma And Half-Glasses

Hello there, Buck here. It is a different title, for sure. You must be wondering where is this going. Way back in the day when I was somewhat less than a teenager, my mouth got me in trouble quite often and since I and my brother and sister were babysat by Gran, well, she always made sure that Mom and Dad did know of the bad words I said at times. I knew I had to clean things up as I had that white bar of soap stuck in my face.I also knew that Gran would get her comeuppance for ratting me out when she could have done it herself. Actually, she did give me the business;*that not being enough, she made sure Mom and Dad also got word. *Fifteen years later finds me quite grown up and*a great wrencher on large Briggs *though she never lost big, she lost her gas and power from time to time and the way I heard it in the family, she felt she didn't have to repay anyone for their kindness in getting her power or gas back on.Considering what I went through with her, I was in no way willing to put out*cash for her utilities and I had no problem telling her how I felt about it. What could she do? What can she do?I don't hate her;*no, I like her*most of the time, but I wish my feeling for her was better. The way she dresses is hot, a skirt and blouse, patent black pumps or uppers. She bahis şirketleri has quite a nice pair and I love the way her silver or gold half-glasses, either in narrow ovals, half-moon style, or half-square hang from a pearl beaded chain using her blossoms as a shelf, and how the light of the room sparkles in them. I find that to be very erotic. There are a number of times I've thought*of how nice it would be to have Gran as a lover. I have no use for girls;*not till they have grown in the ways I want, to be somewhat established in life and looking good.Well, I got a call from Gran asking me if I could bop over after work. It was getting dark when I got there, all other houses being lit but hers, and since half a dozen homes were fed by the same transformer or pole pig, I knew a lack of bucks flowing to the electric company meant a lack of current flowing to Gran's place. I could have called the electric company and got her juice back on but it was after hours and I wasn't going to put that extra seventy-five dollars out.So we talked in my truck for a bit. I said nothing about paying the bill, but that I could set her up with a generator and have her furnace and lights on.*I set her up and she had*power enough for TV,*skillet, a few lights, fridge, and the furnace. She bahis firmaları called me Sunday morning telling me her neighbors were irked due to the sound of a generator running continuously, and asked me to come over and take it away. I was assuming she thought I was going to just hand out some bucks to get power back at the service drops."So, Buck, I need to borrow some money to get my power back.""Gran, what makes you think I have money floating around that I can just part with it, only to never get it back?""What makes you think you won't get it back?" she asked with just a tint of worry; she knows what her credit score is.I gave it to her straight, "Well, Gran, word has it you owe over two grand back to the family for past paid bills.""And you believe that?" Gran said with a slight amount of vinegar."Yeah, Gran, actually I do.""Why?""You think I'm just feeding my face at family events? You never noticed I don't talk much?""I wondered about that, why you weren't having a nice time.""Oh I was having a good time, talking to a few cousins I don't see too much.""Well, I really need to get my power on." Gran said*in a strange way, more like how am I going to get this to happen? "I promise you Buck, I'll pay you back.""Why have you not paid back anyone else?""That is not kaçak bahis siteleri your business... Buck," she says with some vinegar, her attitude being 'where does he get off asking me a question like that'."Buck it was not proper for you to ask me that, why have I not paid back anyone.""Well to be quite frank about it, you're asking me to loan you*cash to get your lights back on. I have a right to ask questions on that subject. You don't want to answer them? Then sit in the dark.""Why am I feeling you are holding a grudge against me?" Gran asks, standing there with her hands on her hips, her sparkling halfs throwing bolts of lightning at me;*yeah gran is upset."Probably because I am."Gran stood*there with her face open but no words emerged."Why you little..." she*then stopped*dead in her tracks."Little what, GRAN?*You have a lot of nerve ya know that... this attitude of everyone owes you, that is why you never paid back anyone who got your lights on for ya. Then you run to me, thinking I'm gonna wuss out and help you. HA HA, that's a laugh."Gran looked*like she was about to either explode or maybe implode. I doubt anyone but me has ever had the balls to stand up to her."I can't believe you don't love your Gran.""Trying for sympathy; not gonna work.* Ya know if you punished me way back and not made sure I got punished twice, I would have had a lot more love for you. It is sad, as I'd love to have had a much nicer relationship with you;*a good part of that due to your style of dress.""Really, Buck?"