Stories from my youth Chapter 3 ? Carol

I was feeling down for quite a few weeks after Janice gave me the shove. I may even have been depressed but being a country lad in those days I didn?t even know what depression was. In the country, there was only happy and sad. If you were happy then that was fine. If you were sad you spent time alone, focused on work and you recovered and of course, in time I recovered.As I came out of the darkness that I was engulfed in it suddenly occurred to me that I had told Carol that I would introduce her to Robert. Well, as you might expect that was not going to happen but as a long term friend, I owed an explanation to Carol. This was the reason that I pulled up outside her parents? house on a Friday afternoon.Carol must have seen me pull up because she came out to the car, ?Hi, Goyse. I haven?t seen you for a while. Has everything been okay???I?ve been a bit down, Carol. My latest, Dorothy has taken up with this guy, Robert that I was going to introduce you to.??Yes, I had heard that around town. Bit of a bitchy thing to do, I thought.??Ah, we are all free to make our own decisions, Carol. I guess he offered her something that I couldn?t.? Of course, I knew what it was because her mum had told me but I wasn?t going to share that with Carol.?I doubt that, Goyse. Everyone thinks the world of you.??Thanks for saying that Carol, even if it?s not true, it helps. I wish all girls thought the way you do.??Goyse, if it would help I?d be interested in going to the movies with you tonight. Perhaps some female company might make you feel better.??I?d appreciate that, Carol. I?ll pick you up at five so that we can go out for dinner before the movie.??Oh, thanks, I?ll*like that.?*I picked Carol up as arranged. Unlike a number of girls that I had taken out, she was ready and waiting for me when I arrived. As we headed towards town Carol moved over close to me. This surprised me as I always saw Carol as a friend rather than a potential lover. What this did was it raised the question in my mind of why I didn?t consider her a potential girlfriend. During the drive, I sorted the possibilities through my mind.I had known Carol since my first memory. We had always got along well and we had never disagreed. It was possible that she was the only person that I had known for as long as I remembered that I had never had a disagreement with. The one issue that stood out was that in my early teen years I had a crush on her sister. As time passed it became obvious that no matter how interested in her sister I was she was not interested in me. I guess when I put that away in the waste paper basket of potential lovers I may have put Carol away with her.I was deep in thought when she placed her hand on my leg. It startled me and I jumped. She immediately pulled her hand back and said, ?I?m sorry, Goyse.??Hey, that?s okay.? I reached down took her by the hand and placed it back on my leg but closer to my cock. She responded by moving to lean her head onto my chest. I lifted my arm to allow her access. As I drove she very carefully stroked my leg. I very quickly became hard. She had to have noticed. Certainly, I did and it felt wonderful.We arrived in town and I decided to take her to the best restaurant in town, the same one that I had taken Janice to. We stood together while waiting to be guided to our table and Carol reached over and took my hand. I looked at her and she smiled. I smiled back. The same lady who had spoken to Janice and me when we had our lunch was the one to show us to our table.?Hello, Goyse. It?s nice to see you back again. I don?t think Janice told you my name. I?m Debbie. I?m the owner of the restaurant.??Hi, Debbie, this is my good friend, Carol.??Hello, Carol. It?s nice to meet you.? She held out her hand to shake Carol?s. After they shook hands Debbie held Carol?s hand and turned it to look at her palm. ?Your hands are so soft and your lifeline is so long.? Debbie studied Carol's hand for a while then, ?This is a very special night for you, isn?t it? See that interruption there.? Debbie pointed to her hand. ?That?s an interruption to your life cycle. Perhaps something very hurtful is going to happen or illness, so bad that you think you no longer wish to survive. You must remember, my dear that when that time comes life only gets better with time.?Carol looked shocked. ?What are you saying???Oh, I?m sorry. I thought that Janice would have told you, Goyse. I read people?s palms.? She turned back to Carol. ?Don?t worry dear. It will pass and you will be very happy and live a long and kocaeli escort prosperous life. Follow me. I?ll give you a table out back where you can have a little privacy.?We moved to our seats but before we could sit down she looked at me and said, ?I thought that you would come back after taking Janice home, Goyse. I know you thought about it. I would have liked that. I saw the sadness in your eyes. It would have helped you to have someone to talk to.?I looked at her but couldn?t think of anything to say. After silence for a few seconds, she continued. ?You young people enjoy your meal.? She turned towards Carol. ?I?ll tell the girls to disturb you as little as possible, Carol.? With that, she turned around and walked away.Carol and I sat down. Once Debbie was out of earshot Carol asked, ?What was that all about? It was as if she was reading our minds. How did you meet her???I came here with Dorothy?s mum, Janice for lunch. She introduced me to her. She seemed a little over friendly with me. I was trying to get over the separation at the time. It was as if she knew me or something. I did actually think of coming back after I dropped Janice off. How could she know that???I don?t know. She said that tonight was very special to me. How could she know that? It?s as if she was reading my mind.??What do you mean by tonight being very special for you???You really are a bit of a boof-head aren?t you???You mean being here with me. Is that it???As I said you really are a boof-head. Of course, what else could it be???I didn?t know Carol. I really didn?t. I?m sorry. Are you going to talk to me about it???No. I?ve already made a complete fool of myself.??Hey! I?ve known you as long as I can remember. I could never think of you as a complete fool.? I stopped talking for a while and watched her smile. She looked gorgeous. How could I have not seen that before now? I thought that sounded corny so I continued, ?a little bit of a fool maybe but not a complete fool.?We burst out laughing together. I jumped a little as her hand stroked my thigh. It felt good. In my limited experience, I had always been the one who made the moves. Here was a girl who knew what she wanted and she was out to get it. I lifted my chair and moved closer to her. She could now reach my crotch and she took advantage of it.Just then a waitress came out to our table. The table was in a small room by itself. We had arrived early so there were very few patrons in at that time. ?Debbie has recommended this for you tonight.? The waitress offered us both a list. I ran my eyes over the listing and was surprised that she had chosen what I was thinking of ordering.?Yes, that?s fine. How about you Carol???Yes, this is exactly what I would like.? Carol looked at the waitress and asked, ?How does she know these things???I don?t know. She seems to have a gift. One night she told me that she wanted a couple to leave. She asked me to take them a list as you have there. When they read it they got up and left. I asked her then how she did it. She said that if you study people enough you can tell what they enjoy and what they dislike. I?ve tried looking at people all night and I haven?t got a clue, she just knows, that?s all.??She seems to have a gift all right. I?d love to know how she does it.??Debbie has asked me to be your waitress for the evening, Goyse. My name is Linda. She asked me to tell you that because tonight is so special for you Carol, everything will be half price. My main task will be to make sure that you don?t get disturbed. I will bring your drinks to you in ten minutes time and your meals in thirty minutes. I will close the curtains to make sure that no one enters except me.?I was impressed. ?Thanks, Linda. We really appreciate that.??The thanks go to Debbie, not to me.?I looked at Linda. She was a very attractive girl. She noticed me looking and I saw a flash of her eyes as she looked at me for a moment then back to Carol. She then turned and left. That vision of the flash of her eyes to me was one that remained in my mind for a long time to come.Our meals were great. The privacy was even better. Carol took the opportunity offered by the privacy. As for me my main concern was avoiding making a mess in my pants. Carol certainly knew how to get a guy going. She stroked me through my pants at every opportunity. I was less attentive to her though. I didn?t want to be caught by Linda with my hands in Carol?s panties. That little flash of Linda?s eyes when she had first spoken to us had for some unknown kocaeli escort bayan reason had an influence on me. It was as if she had said to me, ?I?m interested in you, Goyse. Come and get me.?Despite my lack of attention to Carol, she kept the attention to me going. It got even better in the movies. Being in the country we had the choice of two movies. One was an adult rated movie about two couples who ended up swapping partners. It covered their lives prior to leading into the night where they ended up in each other?s beds. The other was a blockbuster of renown. Carol insisted on us going to the love story. I didn?t complain but had I made the decision the one we attended would never have been considered. *The moment the lights went out Carol had my pants undone. The movie started with one of the couples in bed together. After some verbal exchange, the wife dived under the sheets and the camera focused on the sheet bobbing up and down. Being in my teens and I had not had sex for a few days the thought of what was going on under the covers had me erect. With no warning at all, Carol bent down and took me into her mouth.I?d love to say that she worked on me for half an hour. Even ten minutes would make me feel okay but not so. The moment I felt the warmth of her mouth on my shaft my testicles lifted in their sacs and I let go with one of the largest eruptions of my life. Carol didn?t spill a drop. I kept leaking afterwards and she kept sucking. After ten minutes or so she sat up looked me in the eye with a smile and said, ?We?ll keep him for later.? It was then that I realized I was hard again.?Kiss me, Goyse.? After what she had just done how could any man not respond to that? We kissed. I could see her eyes closed and I felt how passionate she was but unfortunately for some unknown reason, I thought of Linda, the waitress who served us at the restaurant. In my mind, I was wondering how Linda would kiss. Would Linda touch me as Carol had?There are a good many things in life that we can?t control. Among them it seems is our sexual attraction or lack of sexual attraction to other people. My interest in Carol had always been as a friend, someone who I could talk openly to about daily issues and someone who I could have a good laugh with about a joke. There were occasions where one of us had faced a dilemma and the other had always been there. Now, however, that relationship was in the throes of change towards that of a lover but I was having problems moving in that direction. The big issue that I faced was how to slow down that change so that I might adapt if I could adapt at all.This was not someone I had just met. Nor was it someone who I could spend a night or two with and then walk away from if I needed to without implications. This was a lifelong friend. Somehow I needed to slow down or halt her advances but at the same time do it in such a way that we remained friends.I looked up to the movie screen and the couples were now about to exchange partners. The exchange was being organized by the wives who realized that each held a flame for the others partner. One of the men simply liked women and was willing to sleep with anyone who wore a skirt whereas the other man whose name was Oliver only had eyes for his wife. He was going along with the swap only to keep her happy. She meant so much to him that he was willing to do what the other man?s wife desired just to allow it to happen and to give his wife the experience that she desired. I felt for him.Carol pulled me toward her and she kissed me. ?They are going to make love to each other?s partner. Doesn?t that make you horny?? She reached across to my crotch again then looked up at me. ?You don?t get excited by that???My mind was on other things.??It really turns me on, you know. I feel so wet. Can you touch me??I reached across my body and pushed her skirt up to place my hand on her panties. She wasn?t joking about being wet. Her panties were soaked. I stroked up and down her slit over the top of her panties. She groaned. She turned her head to kiss me again.?Oh, that feels so nice. I think I would cum if you fingered me.?I slid my finger between her leg and the edge of her panty leg and slid my fingertips inside her.?Oh fuck, that?s it. Keep that up and I?ll cum.?I pushed my fingers a little deeper into her and used my thumb to try to seek out her button. I was very surprised at how loose her pussy seemed to be. I had expected that Carol would not be very experienced but obviously, she was no virgin. izmit escort My hand was very wet and getting wetter all the time. I looked at her and her eyes were closed and her mouth was gaping open as her chest heaved with her heavy breathing. I?d forgotten the movie. This was much more erotic than the movie.?Ooohhh, that?s so nice, ooohhh, my God, I?m cummmingg, ooohhh, keep that up Goyse. I?m cumming, I?m cumming, I?m cumming.?I could feel her body relaxing as her voice tapered off. Her pussy was gushing and the odour of her sex was overpowering. My cock was by this time so stiff that it hurt. She wrapped her arms around me and held me so tight I thought that she would prevent me from breathing.?Oh, I loved that. I had waited so long for you to make love to me but you never took the hints that I dropped. Will you spend tonight with me, Goyse??I was taken back. I hadn?t expected that from her. Sure I was aroused and that was a direct result of our touching each other but she was my friend, not a lover. I didn?t know what to say. I didn?t know how to answer.?Look Oliver is about to make love to Marcie. Take a look at that weapon he has. He must be more donkey than human. When he walked across to the bed it was almost hanging down to his knee. How will she handle that???I?m not interested in Oliver, Goyse. I want you to spend the night with me. I don?t care how Marcie handles Oliver. I want you, not Oliver.??Okay, if that?s what you want.?She was quiet for a while. We held each other tightly. Suddenly she pulled back from me and looked me straight in the eye and asked, ?I need to know what you want, Goyse? Do you want to spend the night with me or not???We?re friends aren?t we???That?s not what I asked. I asked you do you want to spend the night with me. I?ll put it this way. Do you want to fuck me???You?re a very sexy woman, Carol. I don?t know any man who doesn?t want to bed you. Of course, the thought has entered my brain. I?ve admired your body from a distance for some time now. Of course, I want to spend the night with you.??Then why don?t you want to fuck me? I want you to. Isn?t that enough???I didn?t say that I didn?t want to do it, Carol, did I???No, but you had to think about it. I could walk up to any man in this place tonight and ask them to bed me and every one of them would say yes, just like that.? She snapped her fingers. ?But you had to think about it and even then it wasn?t a direct yes. Explain to me why you don?t want to sleep with me.??You?re my friend.??What has that to do with it? Friends fuck all the time.??Please Carol. Give me an opportunity to explain after the movie is over. We?re attracting attention. Wait until we are in the car so we can talk quietly about it.??I?m going now.? She got up and started to walk away then stopped and turned to me. ?Are you coming???Alright.? I got up and followed her. I looked at the couple behind us. He was dressed like a cowboy but smiling like a hyena. I smiled back and said, ?I?m sorry if we spoiled your night.??That?s alright bud. You better tame that filly of yours. She obviously hasn?t been broken in yet. You?re gonna need a pair of spurs for that one. Just yell out and I?ll give you a hand if you need help.?We both laughed and I hurried off after Carol. She beat me to the car and stood with her hands on her hips waiting for me to unlock the doors. When the doors had been unlocked she climbed in and slammed the door.*I drove off slowly. Every so often I turned to look at her. She had a tear running down her cheek. I drove to a motel outside town. It was a little flashy but I knew that it would have a vacancy and there would not be a lot of guests. I got out and booked a room well down the back by explaining that we hoped to sleep in and didn?t want to be disturbed by early leavers.I drove slowly down to the room. I got out but she made no attempt so I walked around to the passenger?s door and opened it for her. ?Come on. Let?s go inside.??You don?t want to.??Yes, I do. Now get out and come inside where we can talk.??I?ve made a complete fool of myself.??Not that either, you only told me what you wanted. You are not a fool for simply asking for what is important to you.??I asked someone who didn?t want me.??That?s not true either. Come on. Let?s go inside. We don?t want to disturb the other guests do we??*She got out slowly. I took her into my arms and kissed her. She didn?t respond immediately but did after a short time. ?Carol, you are very important to me.? I led her to the door and she entered. I moved her over to sit on the bed and kissed her again. As we were kissing I slowly pushed her back into a lying position with me on top.I looked into her eyes and she looked sad. I kissed each one of her eyes and then her nose and then kissed her lips again.