My first time

My first timeWe both have been talkingn dirty to eachother for quite sometime, blowjobs where pretty much daily, in her room with her parents home. We both planned for this day to loose our virginity, her parents worked during the day so it was pretty perfect. She had Taken a condom from her step fathers dresser to use for that day, it was suppose to be the best day / best first time ever. Well it didn't really turn out to be the "best day of loosing virginity" to me. We both where virgins. After doing all sorts of sexual things she said "you wanna do it?" Of course I said yes. I was scared, more because I didn't want her parents coming home or grandma walking in, the front door was unlocked but you could hear someone opening it from her room so it was whatever. I slipped my penis inside of her and I could tell you how amazing it felt, warm,wet,tight! So erotic. She was laying down on her back with me standing Dikmen Escort up, crouching over her and slowly fucking her. She said it hurt a little so we took it real slow, slow was good, slow was amazing. We had been fucking for 10 ish minutes, we didn't go position crazy and try a bunch of things, doggy style was majority of the time, and her riding my dick while I was laying down, which honestly that felt the most amazing to me.Now the worst fear for someone is the condom breaking, it did on us our first time.. It ruined the moment Completley and I was so selfish and stupid about it, I didn't stay long after that. I JUST unloaded into her when I thought id check the condom because it didn't feel like my cum stayed within the protection. it broke, immediately she ran to the bathroom, she said she had to pee, I'm sure it was to try and Eryaman Escort push as much cum out of her as possible.She came back and wanted to keep fucking without a condom on. I said no (how fucking stupid of me) I went home right after, I didn't stay to comfort her or nothing. I gave her a hug and left. I would have no clue that this right here would break us apart for nearly good. I went home and cried, I'll admit it. I was scared.Luckily for me I told her I would not Have sex with her unless she was on birth control. She wanted to fuck before birth control and I told her no, the condom might break then I'd be screwed is what I thought. I waited and she waited till she was on birth control, And the wait was well worth it. The birth control worked and she wasn't pregnant. I was lucky, she wasn't on birth control for more than a month or Esat Escort so. now my story may not be the greatest, it's my first story on here, and xhamster is the only site I will share my story's too. But I wanted to share this for you guys and girls out there to say I made a mistake and that you guys shouldn't do what I did, leave her alone after the condom broke.I want to say to you guys/girls to be with your partner even if the unimaginable turns to reality. Even if your worst fears come true infront of you, stay with her/him. Don't walk away like I did. It was THE biggest mistake in my life and it ruined a long relationship. Birth control is SO important