The Perfect Arrangement

Part of me says I?m the one to blame for the stagnancy in our marriage. I didn?t want to shoulder that responsibility; after all, what wife would want to say that she?s the reason that her marriage is falling apart? Surely my husband?s emotional negligence was a kindling to the fights that led to this moment, but as much as I tried to avoid it, I knew that it was an impulse decision on my part that caused my life to capsize. It all started when my husband, David, announced ecstatically a new major contract he sequestered. David is a software developer who left his company to work on his own product. Although we were nervous about the welfare of our family (us, my 19 year old daughter and my 12 year old son) at the time, David worked tirelessly as an independent contractor to make sure that we would still be financially stable even if his product fell through. There were many nights at a time where I don?t recall him ever coming to bed, as he would work for 19 hours straight on contracts and his product before finally crashing in the office. I couldn?t press David to do any more than he did, but I couldn?t help but feel empty. When he was working at his company, David always made time to take me out for romantic evenings that usually ended with passionate lovemaking. But at this point I couldn?t even remember the last time he and I did anything remotely sexual. I suppressed my frustration with David by simply just going about my own business and ignoring him completely, though it didn?t seem like he noticed. Just the thought of him would remind me of the lack of interaction between us and depress my mood. When he announced his new sales opportunity, it felt like the first time I had seen him leave the office room in months. The disheveled and pudgy man that embraced me was different from the thin and posh man I fell in love with. I felt guilty but I almost recoiled when he tried to kiss me. David announced that the client was overseas and wanted to meet with him before closing the deal, so he would be leaving the following week and would be gone for at least a month. I tried to hide my tears behind a smile. Although I had grown accustomed to the empty spot in the bed, I assumed the negligence would end as Pendik Escort soon as David was finished developing his product. It had hit me in this moment that it would be months, maybe years before he would be in a position to oversee his product from a distance and be a husband again. I would be alone for a very long time. I tried satisfying myself with porn during David?s absence, but it never did enough for me. Not my fingers nor any toys would ever emulate the excitement of a man playing with me and penetrating me. David was far from big, but just the way he would bite my neck and pull my hair while he was inside me would drive me over the edge. Thinking of David did nothing for me now. A week after David left my son, Michael, had his first soccer game of the season, and wanting to get out of the house I gladly drove him to the field. I never really understood the game but I loved watching Michael play. He loved the sport and he was surprisingly talented. I always encouraged David to come to the games but he always preferred to stay at home and work. It was a particularly bright day outside but in a rush to leave the house I had forgotten the sun umbrella and lawn chair I usually brought to the games. I began laying out a blanket when one of the other parents on the sidelines approached me. ?Do you need a chair?? the man asked me politely ?My daughter decided not to come today so I have an extra if you need it.? He was gorgeous. Part of his curly brown locks covered his tan face. His blue eyes complimented his shy but playful smile, the light breeze that swept the field pressed his tee against his well-defined body. I stammered for a moment before smiling and nodding. He introduced himself as Adam, a 35 year old single father with a son and daughter of his own. I had almost forgotten what it was like to interact with the other parents. I was so lost in my own frustration with David that even at games I would sit away from the others in order to not be bothered. But as Adam spoke I gradually forgot about the game and my surroundings. Adam was so handsome, and funny, and? What was I doing? If anyone was watching me at the time they would have clearly seen the blatant crush Pendik Escort Bayan I had on this stranger. I felt sick and entranced all at the same time. Even through my frustration, I had never thought of cheating on David. He was loyal and was only doing what he needed to do to provide for us. But the way Adam?s eyes seemed to brighten when he smiled, the way the light hugged his well-defined arms, those were all that I could think of. I jumped as I was startled back to reality by the game-finishing whistle. Michael?s team had won and Adam offered to get pizza and throw a party for the entire team back at his house. I knew Michael was safe with the other parents who would be driving to Adam?s home so I ecstatically agreed to help him get the pizza. I felt like a teenager driving around with the most popular boy at school. We sang poorly to pop songs on the radio and yelled at slow drivers as we overtook them but I loved every minute of it. ?So what?s your situation?? he asked me as we were driving back from the pizza place. ?My situation?? ?Yeah, you know, are you seeing anybody, you married, single?? I had to think for a moment before I dejectedly responded ?I?m married?. I felt as if I didn?t know who David was anymore. I hadn?t spent any time with him in weeks, and I?ve had more fun with Adam in the last few hours then I have with David in a long time. Again reality had dampened the mood. Adam seemed a bit surprised at my response but didn?t think anything of it. There was silence in the car but my thoughts were deafening. I felt so uncomfortably guilty of even being in the car with Adam, but my body went warm and tingled as I thought of him. I thought of the feeling I had craved the last time I tried touching myself. My hand tightened around my knee. It was wrong, but I knew what I wanted. I looked straight at Adam as I ran my hand up his inner thigh and felt his cock harden underneath his shorts. The car almost swerved as he looked at my quizzically. I didn?t stop; I wanted him more than anything. Adam didn?t hesitate to pull over to the side of the road. The way he caressed my face as he kissed me told me he was feeling the same way I did. He removed the pizzas Escort Pendik and pushed the seat backs toward the front. He climbed in the back and pulled me on top of him. He kissed me as his hands ran up my back and removed my bra. A tingling feeling rushed through me as I felt Adam touch my in places I hadn?t been touched in months. I made my way down his chiseled chest and incredible abs towards the thick rod pressing up from underneath his shorts. I was taken back when I pulled down his shorts. Adam?s thick cock sprung up and rubbed against my breasts. I gently caressed his balls as I started from the bottom of his shaft and swirled my tongue around every inch of his massive cock. I wrapped my hands around his throbbing shaft and greedily slid as much as I could inside my mouth. Adam pulled my hair back and forced me to look at him as I bobbed my head and sucked and slurped his meat. He pushed my head down on his cock further and held it there until I gagged. I came up for air but didn?t hesitate to return to him. David?s cock did not even come close to the thick rod I was sucking on. David?s cock barely got past my tongue and didn?t cause any problems for me. I could feel Adam?s tip at the back of my throat. I slurped faster and moaned as his cock stretched my mouth. Adam held my head in place and made me look right at him. He moaned as thick globs of his cum filled my throat and dripped down the sides of my mouth. I loved the warm feeling of his cum inside my mouth, and I licked every last bit of it off my chin. Both of us were still unsatisfied, and I had come too far to care about stopping. He pulled down my underwear and put me on my hands and knees. His large hands softly ran over my ass before he spanked me and started rubbing my moist pussy. ?Slap me again.? I begged him. I loved feeling like his slut, and he happily obliged. I hadn?t been played with by a man in so long that even the slightest touch from Adam sent shivers down my body. Adam rubbed his tip down the length of my pussy. I almost screamed as he slid his meat inside me. His girth was like nothing I?ve felt before, but I loved the pain. I loved the feeling of Adam?s big cock pushing filling up my hole. He was going deeper than David ever went, pulling my hair and squeezing my ass as he made his way inside me. I gripped the seats as Adam pumped inside of me. I had never felt anything like his massive girth before; I screamed as his shaft stretched my pussy and pushed back against his force while he slapped my ass.