Letting Go

?Baby, is that you?? Skylar sits up in her bed, startled. A thin sheen of sweat covers her forehead, matting some tendrils of dark wavy hair to her slick skin. ?Are you there baby??She blinks her eyes and rubs them, trying to focus and adjust to the darkness. A small glimmer of ambient light hovers in the room, casting silhouetted outlines for her to make out.*The clock on her bedside nightstand reads 4:19AM. Her brain, still foggy from the Ambien, wrestles with the strictures put on her subconsciousness by the drug. Ever since the accident, she is lucky if she gets four hours of uninterrupted sleep a night.*A tear wells up and rolls down Sky?s cheek as reality slowly creeps back in. She flops her head onto the pillow and stares blankly into the soft, gritty haze of darkness. She mindlessly watches the swirling shadow of the fan blades as they spin above. Another tear slowly makes its way down the side of her tender, expressionless face and absorbs into the pillowcase.*?Why the FUCK did you have to go?? she screams into*the darkness.*Turning to her side Sky grabs the pillow next to her, squeezing Beşevler escort bayan it tight, catching hints of Ashley?s fragrant lotion that still clings to the fabric. Her heart begins to palpitate, racing towards another panic attack. Sky holds the pillow close to her nose and breathes in slowly. As she inhales, taking the scent deep into her lungs, a sudden, powerful and unexpected calm settles over her.*?I?m here with you, baby girl. I would never leave you.?*Sky knows the voice is only in her head, perhaps surfacing from the depths of her psyche. She doesn?t care. She would do anything to have her lover back, to be able to feel her again, even if that means tricking her brain into thinking Ashley is there with her.*?I know you didn?t mean to,*baby.? Sky is once again talking into the darkness, caught between a state of reality and reminiscent fantasy. ?But that doesn?t soothe the pain of missing you. Of missing your touch and your soft, warm body next to me every night.?The blanketing calm she felt moments earlier grows and her heart again begins to Escort Çankaya race. This time, away from anxiety and towards a glowing light of passion.She feels her hand slowly slide up her stomach as if something or someone is guiding it beyond her control.* She doesn?t resist. She lets her hand drift delicately up to her breast and runs it lightly over her extended nipple.*?I remember these little tits?, the voice whispers between her ears in a much deeper, more sultry tone than before.*?Oh baby, my little tits miss you so much,?*she sighs back to her lover in a gentle whimper.Sky?s hand squeezes her tit and rolls her nipple between her thumb and forefinger, pulling it up before letting it drop. Her other hand quickly joins and together they vigorously caress her breasts. Her back arches off the mattress and her breath rapidly deepens. **?Do you remember what you used to do for me, my dear Skylar? Do you remember how I would sit on the sofa with a glass of wine as you laid naked on the rug before me.?Skylar?s eyes are closed as she floats through flashes of memories.*?The Cebeci escort crackling fire in the hearth lapping its flames up into the air, warming your skin as you performed. Leaning back on your elbows, our eyes locked. And, as you saw mine drift down your gorgeous frame you would spread for me.?Images blaze through her racing mind like an old-time flip show. The memories become fast and more powerful and Sky?s heart feels swollen as if it would explode. Her hands move down from her breasts and with baring nails, grip each side of her inner thighs forcefully pushing them open.*Ashley?s sultry voice continues to purr in her ear, ?Through the flickering light of the flames, I would see the subtle glisten of excitement on your puffy lips. My heart would fire pulses to my clit knowing your wetness was because of me. Knowing that before I?d even had a chance to touch you, you absolutely craved me.?The cool air of Sky?s bedroom kisses its way along the heat of her slit, accentuating her growing level of her excitement. A slight trickle of juice releases and makes its way down and over her ass, pooling on the sheet hugging under her supple cheeks.*?I never had to tell you what to do, you just knew. You knew how to tease that pussy as I watched. Slowly pulling your lips open and circling your clit. Dipping a finger down to scoop up some of your juices and dragging it back up over your bud.?