Aliane's sissy faggot transformation

ALIANE'S SISSY FAGGOT TRANSFORMATIONALIANE'S SISSY FAGGOT TRANSFORMATION?After my ex moved out my apartment forgets some of her lingerie collection/some make-up i remember walking to the trash and started having dirty mind thoughts about wearing it ....thats when i started watching shemale/crossdressing porn started realizing a sissy girl dying too come-out 2008.. i started calling myself ALIANE COCO LOVE wearing Ex lingerie and watching shemale porn EVERYDAY. When I stick a Cucumber in my ass and force it inside me slowly repeatedly, i enjoy it thats when for the first time i started accepting my life as a sissy 2009....i started shopping online like crazy spending over $700 worth of sex toys, wigs, lingerie collection, hair product, nails, razor, clippers, hair removal, makeup, heels and foundation..Everyday i started practicing in heels falling on my ass couple time but it never stop me from learning lol..trained with dildos/butt-plugs thats when started having thoughts about getting real dick in mouth and fuck and no longer wanted to be a straight man...i was super scared too post sissy photos but i was super desperate to get fuck... My first sexual experience as a sissy girl came 2010 when i finally build-up enough courage to FINALLY meet strangers for sex Weekends. i started posting on Craigslist for guys who are interested for some fun in a hotel. waited for sometime for someone in my local Zeytinburnu Escort area to response to "FUN with t-girl weekend" got my first responded from a black guy sounded very interest meeting me, potential my first..we chatted a lot and it got pretty serious so we in-change numbers and we talked for hours on the phone.He was telling me how he always had fantasies fucking a black thick crossdresser and how he started jerking of to black shemale porn saying how he its hot ..says he has a girlfriend but he was becoming more interest dating in a serious relationship with a black crossdresser/t-girl like me, but he was hesitating and not sure because of fear of getting caught. so i started saying to him "daddy when i started crossdressing i stop worrying about what people think about me if it makes you happy FUCK EVERYONE OPINIONS and do you daddy, and he agreed.. so i started flirting with him because i want cock bad inside me so start telling him what i want him to do to me. i told him "i never been fuck yet you want to be my first daddy???? i want you too open up this tight pussy ass for me turn me into your slave personal fuck doll slave whore...use me anyway you like daddy pee on me, slap me, tight me up, spank me, spit on me, run a train on me