Pnp and letting go

Pnp and letting goHad the time, money and the want to pnp. It's been almost a year since I pnp'd. I smoke coke and when I do I become completely uninhibited. Im str8 but when I smoke coke I get into trannys, twinks and of course women. Women riding cocks in the cowgirl position and trannys riding reverse cowgirl movies are my choices. I become a exhibitionist and voyuer. Im into different taboos too. I bought a 1/2 ounce of crack, a fat pyrex pipe, brillo,apple crown royal some rhino 11 cock hard pills,condoms and a mini torch. I had my ipad filled with the porn I liked. So I pull into this cheap shady motel right off one of the main hoe strolls, its a big motel lots of rooms.I get a room at the far end of of the 2nd floor 2nd from the end. The motel is shaped like the letter U but odd meaning one side is higher then the other someone whos standing on the 2nd floor across from me could look down into your room if you had the curtains opened. I connect my ipad to the big flat screen t.v and got naked, turned the lights off and opened the thick curtains all the way but kept the sheer ones close, so you could still see in the room if you looked hard enough.qlb! I take a big drank of my whiskey and I make a scb then put two fat rocks on both ends of my pipe, i put a tranny riding reverse cowgurl movie on the ipad and i take my first blast. I let the mini torch heat the pipe up running the flame up and down it w/o actually touching it and when its heated allow the flame to touch the tip, it starts to sizzle like bacon cooking. I take a long deep, slow blast, taking as much as i can in and WOW i was instantly HIGH and horny!!!!! and i pulled out my cock and started playing with my it. I put another fat rock on my pipe and heated up and then took another long slow blast that sent my soaring!!!!!!! Now the movies rolling, i lube this fat blk cock and asshole and started playing with both. I had high powered nose clipper that i could jam in my plastic toothbrush holder tape the middle and put a condom over it. It vibrates really intensively and feels soooo good in my asshole massaging my prostate!......its devine! I was able to position it where i could grind on it w/o using my hands. That allows me the freedom to play with my cock and/or my pipe while stimulating my asshole and prostate! Id been playing like this for awhile edging myself and smoking this good crack getting hornier and bolder! I push my full of resin pipe bk and forward several times then put a fat rock on the already full pipe heat it up melt the crack then took a long slow gigomormous blast!!!!!