Dear Journal: Truth or Dare

Dear Journal?

It started out as a game of sorts. Actually, that's not entirely true. It started near the first of April when he and I first shared our true feelings for one another. Seven years, each of us marrying and suffering problems in those marriages, and during that time, we'd harbored feelings of love for each other. We spent the first few nights after my initial letter to him talking and discussing what we felt and why we'd never said so in the first place.

It was his idea, while I was recovering in the hospital, to start the game?a way to take our minds off the problems at hand. With our revelations came the departure of his wife and divorce papers from my husband. If nothing else, we needed each other, and if it wasn't to be physically, well, there was always other ways? Have you ever tried playing truth or dare online? It's interesting?but you have to trust each other enough to know the dares are being done.

Our games were always fun?and always started off slow but built to amazing speed and often pushed limits we never knew existed? I wanted to share one such game with you?enjoy?

Angel says:

I have a lonely, quiet house tonight and it sucks.

DragonGuard says:

...and you're complaining?

DragonGuard says:

Kick Back! Relax! Have a martini!

Angel says:

*Points to the glass of wine and accompanied bottle next to her*

DragonGuard says:

Now. The key is.. don't over do it.

Angel says:

*nods* This is true.

Angel says:

So...what are your plans for tonight?

DragonGuard says:

Breathing.

Angel says:

Always good. *passes you a bottle of...hmmm* You know, that's one thing I don't know about you. What's your favorite drink?

DragonGuard says:

Yes you do....

Angel says:

I do? *thinks really, really hard*.

DragonGuard says:

....

DragonGuard says:

*THWAPS*

Angel says:

Ouch!!

Angel says:

*laughs*

Angel says:

Was being sarcastic!

DragonGuard says:

SOTB.

Angel says:

ACK!!! That's right!

Angel says:

*passes you a SOTB* Made one earlier...actually, think I made two...

DragonGuard says:

You know what SOTB is?

Angel says:

Sex on the beach I'm assuming is what you mean...unless there's something else with those initials I don't know about.

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

No kata tonight I assume?

DragonGuard says:

*laughs* have I had sex yet?

Angel says:

not to MY knowledge

Angel says:

*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Exactly.

DragonGuard says:

So.. yes. KATA.

Angel says:

You know...*shakes head* never mind. I'm not quite that gone yet. *chuckles and goes back to her wine*

DragonGuard says:

...you know?

DragonGuard says:

*laughs*

Angel says:

what?

DragonGuard says:

You just relax.

Angel says:

*pouts* I'm trying....

Angel says:

any ideas to help me?

Angel says:

*looks at that and shakes her head* oh geez...can't believe I just asked that...

DragonGuard says:

*chuckles*

Angel says:

oh my

Angel says:

have fun.

Angel says:

brb...need to change

Angel says:

back

DragonGuard says:

Wb.

Angel says:

thanks

Angel says:

feel much better now

DragonGuard says:

What'd you slide into?

Angel says:

*grins* midnight blue silk nighty. my favorite. it's hot as hell here tonight.

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

I'm actually not in my normal attire.

Angel says:

oh?? then what?

DragonGuard says:

Something like yours.

DragonGuard says:

It's a Black Silk Gi bottom.

Angel says:

cool.

DragonGuard says:

Tied off at the waist.

Angel says:

black silk on a guy...that's a new one...

DragonGuard says:

That's a bad thing?

Angel says:

absolutely not.

Angel says:

*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Good. Because unlike cloth, you move like you're completely naked.

Angel says:

precisely why I enjoy silk more than anything else...well...next to velvet anyway.

DragonGuard says:

Velvet I can't use.

DragonGuard says:

Just can't wear the stuff.

Angel says:

*chuckles* Yes...I recall the rope you mentioned.

DragonGuard says:

Rope.. pillows...

DragonGuard says:

Feather.. ice cube....

DragonGuard says:

...tongue.

Angel says:

ice cube???

Angel says:

cold!

DragonGuard says:

Hehe.

DragonGuard says:

*doesn't comment*

Angel says:

tongue...yeah...you've got eve gelen escort the tongue ring...that would make things interesting.

DragonGuard says:

hehe.

DragonGuard says:

*just hides his comments running in his mind*

Angel says:

oh....*pouts for a moment then cuddles next to you* please tell me....

DragonGuard says:

Heh. Cold? Not really.

DragonGuard says:

Pull back the hood of the clitoris.. let it drip.. then lick it warm.

Angel says:

dear god...never had that done...can't even imagine...

Angel says:

So...black silk...*chuckles* Can't get that image out of my head now..

Angel says:

*looks around* where'd you go?

DragonGuard says:

Washing up.

Angel says:

ahh...okay.

DragonGuard says:

So.. should we game on?

Angel says:

If you're up to it.

Angel says:

wait...that came out wrong...

Angel says:

*chuckles* If you feel like it.

DragonGuard says:

*looks down*

DragonGuard says:

Yeah.. I'm UP to it?

Angel says:

*grins* Great...thanks...perfect...mental image now installed for rest of evening.

Angel says:

black silk bottoms and up for gaming...*shakes head* I will never get to sleep tonight.

DragonGuard says:

*does jumping jacks again*

Angel says:

Okay, so...no rules, no limits, no....HEY!!! Stop that!!! *chuckles*

Angel says:

*tickles you*

Angel says:

*picks up a cup of ice and grins mischievously*

DragonGuard says:

Gah!

DragonGuard says:

*grabs some velvet rope.. a feather.. his tongue spike.. and an ice cube?

Angel says:

And you want me where? *grins*

Angel says:

Okay...less drinking more thinking.

DragonGuard says:

*points to the bed or the kitchen table?*

Angel says:

*Shakes head* Soooooo....no rules no limits...did I leave anything out? *looks to bed then table then back to bed* Both?

DragonGuard says:

Hmmm. Edible and comfy.

DragonGuard says:

*licks his lips*

DragonGuard says:

...yeah.. no more drinking.

DragonGuard says:

*slides his drink out of the way.*

Angel says:

Don't slide it too far, you may need it later on.

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

*smiles and gives you a kiss on the cheek* Always helpful.

DragonGuard says:

*grins* Oh sure.. kiss on the cheek. We both know you're thinking og....

DragonGuard says:

*hides his drink for now.*

Angel says:

no no..finish that

Angel says:

we both know I'm thinking....

DragonGuard says:

Hehe. No no.....

Angel says:

*pouts* Okay....So...did you ever answer? No rules no limits is that how we're playing tonight?

DragonGuard says:

No rules. No limits.

Angel says:

Sweet. Okay. You get to pick tonight to start. Either you go first and choose what you want or you choose for me.

DragonGuard says:

You can choose for me.

Angel says:

Okay, truth.

Angel says:

*grins*

Angel says:

What were you going to say when you started saying, "We both know you're thinking...."

DragonGuard says:

You wanna kiss somewhere a bit lower.

DragonGuard says:

*grins*

Angel says:

*grins and nods* I see...

Angel says:

Okay, you choose this one.

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Truth. And ONLY Because I had a topic pop up today on this.

DragonGuard says:

Have you ever had a rim job?

Angel says:

A what?

DragonGuard says:

Ahh boy.

DragonGuard says:

Imagine someone going down on you.. but.. err.. well... the back door instead.

Angel says:

Ah. In that case, no.

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Your choice for me again.

Angel says:

The truth continues then...

Angel says:

What are you thinking about right now?

DragonGuard says:

Ahh boy.

DragonGuard says:

Ummm...

DragonGuard says:

*points at your kitchen table?*

Angel says:

*nods and grins* Okay.

Angel says:

Choose.

DragonGuard says:

What are you thinkin' aboot?

Angel says:

*points at the bed and your velvet rope..." That cover it?

DragonGuard says:

*grins* *nods*

DragonGuard says:

Ok Truth.

Angel says:

Truth it is...

Angel says:

If you were in a bar somewhere and I walked up behind you, said hello, and just stood there, what would you do?

DragonGuard says:

Do I know who you are?

Angel says:

uhm...yeah...

Angel says:

Least, I would think by now fatih escort you'd know who I am

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Probably scare you with the gun at your crotch.

DragonGuard says:

But then laugh.. holster it.. and have a drink or 7 with you.

Angel says:

*laughs* You're bad

Angel says:

All right. Truth.

DragonGuard says:

What's the part about the ropes that turn you on the most?

Angel says:

Two things...number one, their velvet, number two...just the giving up control willingly instead of unwillingly if that makes sense.

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Perfectly.

DragonGuard says: