My first blowjob I gave

My first blowjob I gaveI suppose it all started when I was in my 30's a friend and I went out barhopping he had to work the next day so he left early. I met another man at the bar and eventually we were back at his place. I remember standing in front of him with nothing on but my jockey shorts he was sitting on a couch and he kept kissing my penis and giving me love bites thru my shorts. Next thing I remember was laying on his bed he was sucking my lipid cock I was too drunk to get an erection but he was laying next to me with his legs spread apart. Does he want me to touch him I was wondering? I kind of wanted to but I did not.I was married with two k**s and life got in the way but as the years went buy I kept thinking about how I felt. I was always sorry I did not reach up and fondle his penis and balls. I also liked the feeling of standing in front of him almost naked I don't know where I lost my shorts there in front of him or in bed but the thought of me being naked with another man really started to turn me on. As the years went on I knew I had to experience the pleasure of feeling another man's penis and balls. I discovered the internet and Craigslist Personals saw my first cock in a pair of panties and knew then I wanted to kiss his bulge and give him some love bites like I had received. This one individual had at least 12 or canlı bahis 13 pictures of himself in various pairs of panties, I was hooked. The more I looked at his photos the more I wanted him it was a fairly quick leap from touching him, licking and kissing his bulge to wanting to actually suck his cock.Several weeks of masturbating to his photos I could not stand it any longer and I sent him a message, I told him how much his pics excited me and I wanted to give him a blowjob. He responded within two days and left a phone number to call. It still took me about two weeks but I finally called, he was at work and sounded put off that I had called but did say to call him later. I called that night and we made arrangements to meet at a grave yard near his home, that Saturday. We figured it was about 70 miles from where I was to the graveyard. That Saturday I drove about 76 miles and could not find the road the graveyard was on so I turned back to a crossroads that I had passed sat in the back of a gas station and called him again. Seems I had cut back about two miles two short of the road so out again I started. I was amazed at how calm and matter of fact I had become. I was this close and I was going to suck my first cock today no matter what. I eventually found the road and cemetery it was up a steep hill with a gravel road I went to bahis siteleri the rear like instructed and found a little access road turned back on it and called his number. I was told to wait there. I was sitting on the tail of my truck bed when I heard his 4 wheeler come up the road he pointed for me to get on we went back to a clearing where he spread out a blanket. I am still surprised at my aggressive behavior but by this time I was on a mission. I went over to him and dropped to my knees I started to rub his trousers between his legs I was going to enjoy myself and not be in a hurry but he had dropped his pants, he was wearing like Joe Boxers or sweat pants he had his hand on the back of my head and pressing my face against his red panty bulge. I remember thinking these were not any of the panties he wore in his pictures I was hoping he would wear the yellow see thru ones. These red ones were not see thru. The odor was something I was not expecting it was not foul but a musty smell. I started to run my hands up his legs and let my fingers slip into the leg bands so I could touch his penis but he had those panties down to his knees before I knew it and I was again pressed up against his cock and balls. You would have thought I had sucked many cocks before, my mouth went down a little to his cock head and slip it right in down bahis şirketleri to his pubic hair I went, then his hand was on the back of my head again. I started sucking like I had done this before it was complete fulfillment of my expectations and I realized that I was truly a cocksucker, I wanted this, I needed this and I was going after more. It was then I realized both hands were on the back of my head he was giving those little jerks and moaning a little all I could think of then was pleasing him. I did not feel any big burst of cum but I knew something was in my mouth besides his cock he had finished relieving himself I heard him say "I needed that" I was thinking the same thing. He pulled his pants back up and started to pick up the blanket I had this strange feeling that I wanted to put his penis back in my mouth so I ask him can I put it back in my mouth one more time? He said sure this time I pulled his pants down got down on my knees again and put it into my mouth. I can't explain the excitement I got and still get when there is a mans dick in my mouth. We left and as I was driving down the gravel road two guys in an old pickup truck came up the drive, didn't think much about it at the time but it was too much of a coincidence I still have an uneasy feeling that I was being set up or something. I never went back but continued to look at his pictures until Craigslist dropped their personal postings. I am still not sure if the cock I sucked was the ones in the picture it sure looked larger in the pictures. Now I was on the search for number two.